The Archives

2008-08-09 - farewell diary land
2008-06-23 - george.
2007-02-15 - hey jude
2006-09-04 - bye crickey
2006-07-24 - glitter....
2006-05-08 - the woods
2006-05-04 - today's post
2006-05-03 - note
2006-05-01 - a rant
2006-05-01 - love
2006-04-30 - love of a lifetime
2006-04-29 - weeeeeee happy mood
2006-04-28 - nice guys...
2006-04-27 - whats going on
2006-04-20 - temporily out of order
2006-04-18 - proving my higher power has a sense of humor
2006-04-18 - update
2006-04-16 - the visions
2006-04-16 - wishing on stars
2006-04-15 - happy bday... n other things
2006-04-14 - meds and me
2006-04-13 - part rant, part pride
2006-04-12 - gratitude
2006-04-12 - back on track
2006-04-11 - I want to sing...
2006-04-11 - happy
2006-04-11 - a student of life
2006-04-10 - gotta get one
2006-04-10 - note
2006-04-10 - calling all criss angel fans
2006-04-10 - hypocritical ppl
2006-04-09 - the darkness of a soul
2006-04-09 - cant a girl win??
2006-04-09 - more hopeful
2006-04-09 - moody blues
2006-04-09 - im full of self loathing
2006-04-08 - ranting and raving
2006-04-07 - template
2006-04-07 - what do you mean I dont pay my rent
2006-04-06 - dream date
2006-04-04 - right here waiting
2006-04-03 - the update
2006-04-02 - I want to be busy sometimes.
2006-04-01 - lazy entry cuz im bored
2006-04-01 - death of a dream
2006-03-30 - sun finally
2006-03-29 - today is a new day
2006-03-28 - give me something to belive in
2006-03-28 - i want the world to know
2006-03-27 - i hate mondays
2006-03-25 - the explanation
2006-03-23 - single parent blues
2006-03-22 - why I wish I could pick my relatives
2006-03-20 - ostara
2006-03-15 - reflection
2006-03-14 - tuesday is slow....
2006-03-13 - today is the day =)
2006-03-11 - happy NA bday to me
2006-03-10 - the child support debate
2006-03-09 - un-titled
2006-03-07 - refection at a year
2006-03-06 - the many cycles of my moods
2006-03-03 - the nitemares from hell
2006-02-28 - dreaming hell
2006-02-25 - Im tired
2006-02-23 - health updates
2006-02-21 - none really
2006-02-17 - blah
2006-02-15 - the unending tests
2006-02-14 - valentines day
2006-02-13 - sick sad world
2006-02-10 - test update
2006-02-08 - out in space
2006-02-07 - the domestic violence side of my life
2006-02-06 - odd dreams
2006-02-03 - breathe
2006-02-02 - im depressed does it show ?
2006-02-01 - my state of the union
2006-01-31 - the wolves
2006-01-30 - growing
2006-01-28 - update
2006-01-27 - anger expressed
2006-01-25 - have a wonderful day
2006-01-24 - tuesday is looking better
2006-01-23 - a rant if you will
2006-01-20 - gossip???
2006-01-18 - i lost my brain...
2006-01-18 - early morning babble
2006-01-17 - -
2006-01-17 - die barbie die
2006-01-16 - just for today, jan 16
2006-01-16 - the power of our dreams
2006-01-15 - jan 15.
2006-01-14 - my morning so far
2006-01-13 - the darkness of my mind
2006-01-12 - praise to my higher power
2006-01-12 - one day at a time im better
2006-01-10 - late nite.. early morning
2006-01-09 - lyrics to landslide
2006-01-09 - proud to be me
2006-01-09 - bashing my head in sounds tempting
2006-01-09 - misery
2006-01-08 - taking inventory
2006-01-08 - the darkness
2006-01-08 - update
2006-01-08 - full of hatred
2006-01-07 - I hate myself
2006-01-07 - health update
2006-01-07 - illness
2006-01-06 - post me
2006-01-05 - the issues revealed
2006-01-05 - trust issues
2006-01-05 - belive
2006-01-04 - the update
2006-01-04 - get the fuck away from me.
2006-01-02 - a new year......
2005-12-31 - year in review
2005-12-29 - count your blessings
2005-12-29 - blogging
2005-12-29 - rid me of my germs
2005-12-27 - long n overdue
2005-12-21 - soltice blessings
2005-12-20 - true colors shining through
2005-12-20 - I am so bored
2005-12-19 - come on baby make me feel good
2005-12-19 - sad songs say so much
2005-12-16 - recovery first
2005-12-14 - self esteem and the 12 steps
2005-12-12 - powerlessness
2005-12-08 - I feel dis-illusioned
2005-12-07 - happy birthday to you...=)
2005-12-06 - judging others
2005-12-05 - just for today
2005-12-03 - show me the money
2005-11-30 - apologies
2005-11-29 - revalations
2005-11-25 - turkey day
2005-11-23 - why did you have to go n make things so complicated???
2005-11-22 - turkey day
2005-11-21 - i feel like the grinch
2005-11-20 - sunday bloody sunday
2005-11-17 - beacause of you
2005-11-16 - todays entry
2005-11-16 - todays entry
2005-11-14 - monday
2005-11-13 - the convention rocks
2005-11-10 - veterans day
2005-11-10 - political anti war rant
2005-11-09 - martha stewart im not
2005-11-09 - be like that
2005-11-09 - my xmas wish list
2005-11-08 - beautiful dreamer
2005-11-07 - give me a break
2005-11-04 - bring me a dream
2005-11-03 - pondering
2005-11-03 - feng shui me
2005-11-03 - :-s
2005-11-02 - ive got something in my eye
2005-11-01 - go haunt a house
2005-10-29 - crap
2005-10-27 - i want it back to normal
2005-10-26 - I wanna rip my hair out
2005-10-25 - hurried entry
2005-10-24 - todays entry and thoughts
2005-10-22 - i want this feeling to pass
2005-10-21 - soberly.. i aruge with myself
2005-10-21 - the darkness
2005-10-19 - the worlds greatest
2005-10-19 - emotions
2005-10-15 - my dad....
2005-10-13 - How we are trained to want it all
2005-10-13 - rambling on nothing really
2005-10-13 - political musings
2005-10-12 - my update on the soap opera dramas =)
2005-10-11 - the happiness factor
2005-10-11 - I feel ill
2005-10-11 - note
2005-10-11 - note
2005-10-10 - the blues
2005-10-09 - this entry is ......
2005-10-08 - this sucks
2005-10-08 - 2 \"creed\" aka \"draven\"
2005-10-05 - growing old is mandatory growing up is optional
2005-10-05 - grow up peter pan
2005-10-01 - my quickie post
2005-10-01 - up in the morning girl...
2005-10-01 - 6 months ago....
2005-09-30 - I want Rhett Butler
2005-09-30 - my fast update
2005-09-29 - ive seen better days
2005-09-28 - stop the insanity
- the stress
2005-09-24 - caring for others
2005-09-22 - ugh to men
2005-09-22 - am I going down for the last time???
2005-09-21 - day of recoking
2005-09-20 - my riddle
2005-09-20 - im not doing so well without you
2005-09-18 - i'll be back another day
2005-09-17 - shake your body like a belly dancer
2005-09-16 - shut up already...
2005-09-15 - i want it simple
2005-09-14 - this ride is too long
2005-09-13 - I miss my pc
2005-09-12 - you all rock
2005-09-09 - the update for the moment
2005-09-07 - update
2005-09-01 - count your blessings
2005-08-31 - gratitude
2005-08-30 - the present
2005-08-29 - todays update
2005-08-27 - wake me up when september ends
2005-08-26 - every day is a new day
2005-08-25 - no i dont have a gun
2005-08-24 - medicine ickies
2005-08-23 - please forgive me??
2005-08-23 - rest in peace joshua
2005-08-23 - things are better if i stay.. so long and goodnite
2005-08-22 - short n fast
2005-08-22 - insanity pt 1
2005-08-22 - ive got it through my head, i just cant break it through my heart
2005-08-22 - stress
2005-08-20 - i cant control it.. ugh
2005-08-19 - daniyel I hope you read this
2005-08-18 - to not james.... and to danyiel if hes reading
2005-08-17 - doing the best Ive ever did
2005-08-15 - I hate murphy's law
2005-08-13 - negativity
2005-08-12 - enough
2005-08-09 - to danyiel
2005-08-08 - im not ashamed
2005-08-03 - I hate meds
2005-08-02 - let go of the hangups
2005-08-01 - it is what it is...
2005-07-30 - so long and good nite
2005-07-27 - so many tears Ive cried pt 1
2005-07-26 - oy
2005-07-22 - ~_~
2005-07-21 - update
2005-07-20 - the diffrence btween girls and boys
2005-07-19 - dead pc
2005-07-12 - gosh its so hard to trust pt 1
2005-07-11 - Its easy for you
2005-07-11 - forgive me father for I have sinned pt 1
2005-07-10 - lost stars
2005-07-09 - updating
2005-07-09 - updating
2005-07-09 - updating
2005-07-09 - updating
2005-07-07 - god/goddess bless this planet
2005-07-06 - therapy
2005-07-05 - sloshing through the sludge
2005-07-04 - mia's obsseions
2005-07-03 - happy 4th /political rant
2005-07-02 - some amends, apologies, and praise
2005-07-01 - how to be high maitence for cheap or mia is just sick in her head
2005-07-01 - wishing on someone elses star
2005-06-30 - tears on my pillow
2005-06-30 - the anger twists n turns
2005-06-27 - subconsious mind plays
2005-06-26 - live in the present
2005-06-26 - randomness
2005-06-25 - smile
2005-06-24 - post na meeting.. ( friday for now)
2005-06-24 - entry for now.... friday
2005-06-23 - give me strength
2005-06-21 - dating ponderings
2005-06-19 - sunday
2005-06-18 - just for today
2005-06-18 - living the program
2005-06-18 - 12 tradtions of na
2005-06-18 - 12 steps of na