Becki told me today that Jason was mentioned in the paper over the weekend. An upcoming trial because he broke a girl's jaw back in october.

The amazing thing is that it was not my jaw or worse my daughter's. He did get physically abusive to me when he lived with me, and if dcfs did not make him move out ( I asked them to and am glad they did) it would have been me. It could have so easily been me.

I did laugh when Becki told me. No I dont feel badly for that. He was a lying controlling son of a bitch.

I despise men that hit women. I would never even have to do anything to provoke him, ( not that I would have ) but he would fly at me in a rage throw me down and beat me.

He is the first man that has ever body slammed me onto the floor. He is going to be the last man that abuses me ever!!!!!!

I will no longer tolerate the controlling behaivors, let alone the hitting etc. I wish I would have been stronger then and not so afraid and had his ass arrested. I appuld this last girl that did just that.

See he kept saying if I had him arrested that he'd fuck me up worse when he got out. If I asked him to leave, he would nail all the windows shut bolt the doors shut and set fire to my house with me n k in it.

What a sick bastard! I hope like hell they put him away for a long ass fucking time! I hope some really big brute guy with twice his strength makes jason his bitch.

I know Im supposed to forgive and not be that way, but fuck that! I hate and despise him and I will never forgive him for what he did to me.

Rot in hell you piece of worthless shit!!!!!!